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June 13, 2011

Lighting the Way: On Mentoring and Being Mentored 3


I am thankful for each of my mentors and what they’ve offered me at different points in my life as a writer. I don’t want to imagine what I might not have attempted, creatively and professionally, were it not for their support and enthusiasm, their benevolent shadows.

June 9, 2011

Daughter of California 11


Pitch dirt onto a parent’s dead body and in that second understand that bits of dirt just became as much part of the parent as any other bit you might hold onto: a snapshot, a clock with bent hands, shoes still bearing the imprint of feet, ties scented with stale aspiration.

June 8, 2011

Consequential Literature and Petty Theft 11


The first time was nerve-racking, a rush, but by the third book I was already settling in.  My browsing time shortened.  My forehead didn’t sweat.  I feared getting caught not because I was committing a punishable crime, but because I was committing a strange and possibly subversive act, because getting caught would force me to explain, to divulge my secret self.

June 7, 2011

Solving for X: Malcolm X and White Readers 4


If the “angriest black man in America” no longer hates you, Malcolm X’s story seems to tell white people, then maybe you’re not all bad.

June 6, 2011

Pat’s Journals 7


Soon after I started dating my future husband, I discovered that his father had written unpublished journals, named for his sons and his first grandson. In them, I learned the truth is complicated and nebulous and open to interpretation.

June 3, 2011

Geoff Dyer, Gate-Crasher and Dragonfly 4


It was as though I’d been drawn to the Phillips de Pury auction house to visually complete the circuit of learning begun by Dyer’s revelatory writings.  Which is not to say I wound up agreeing with everything Dyer had to say. Far from it.

May 17, 2011

The Importance of Unwritten Postcards 11


If I’d been able to share my memories quickly, if I’d been able to tweet them or make them my status or even speak them to someone I knew, I might not have hung onto them.

May 16, 2011

The Stockholm Syndrome Theory of Long Novels 113


…and some other observations of doubtful critical merit.

May 12, 2011

The Indigenous American Berserk 20


Whenever there are bright lights, clusters of cameras and microphones, spin doctors and handlers, packs of hungry rivals with notebooks, the writer’s chances of getting something genuine, or even merely unique, shrink monstrously.  I experienced this so many times that it is one of the few things I absolutely know to be true.

May 11, 2011

‘Was Guilt Innocent?’ The Books of Harry Mulisch 7


The Assault, probably Harry Mulisch’s most well known work, is to my mind the best account ever written of being a non-Jew in an occupied Nazi territory.